When Tanya and I first got together one of the songs that was out was the 4 non blondes song 'whats going on.' Completely irrelevant to what I'm going to be writing, but a happy memory.
Tough time lately, seeing sunshine right now, things probably couldn't look darker from the worlds point of view, I believe at the moment one of the things I am being taught is, I am not to look at things from the worlds point of view. God first, then the rest.
I am leaving my job next month, I have not got a new one, its in God's hands.
I need to sell my house, it remains unsold, no job, no house, its in God's hands. I don't want to give the impression I am doing nothing, looking and applied for other work, reduced house price to sell, not to make profit.
As a family we are attempting to spend more time as a family and bringing God into that, a place we have not put Him enough. We are also trying to work through some things as a family which hold us back. My bad temper for example. We are going through our house and clearing up, throwing away, getting ready to move, not putting the objects first.
Had a great chat with my church leader the other day, feel really encouraged, people should always make time to talk, and be fed by God, through His word ( get a good daily devotional, one that suit you), through prayer ( just started a new prayer diary, good thing to have, I don't forget as many people) and through His family, very important, have to say, a couple of days before, I phoned up my brother Brian and just filled his earhole with my voice, its all helpful.
I was in Thurrock working last weekend, I got the oppurtunity to go to the church I went to as an adolescent, really enjoyed visiting, got a great welcome, and then Andy and Jan Blakey, a lovely couple who had to put up with me on holiday with them twice when I was small ( and believe me, I was weird) asked if I could come and give my testimony to the young people there, so I did, I don't know how it went down, but I was really pleased to be used by God.
The YC, has been great, going from strength to strength, tomorrow night there are 2 bands playing and a rapper, I really pray it goes ok ( God, please be with us), all exciting.
Anyway, lots happening, feel good, need lots of prayer, who knows whats going to happen next. It is in God's hands. ( its ok, they are very big hands)
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